IzInkN aQ mEnCinTaimU..

sungguh benar ku cintaimu..meski kau x anggap ku ada..ku x akan memintamu utk mencintaiku..ku x berharap kau cintaiku..ku x berharap kau balas cintaku..yang ku harap kau izinkan aq mencintaimu...cinta ini sudah terlanjur..ku miliki dari drimu..biarkan cintaku bersamamu..meski ragaku x bisa bersamamu..

HarUs TeRjAdi Lg..

hye...ok..ary nie really xde mud nk wat pe...everything that i do was like there were something wrong..hmm..of coz la kn...sjak 2 menjak nie mcm2 mslah yg sy hadapi..humm..sy x taw mne la silapnyer..do i??..or him??..hmm...but...pe yg sy taw..msti la sy yg slh..coz stiap kali adaperselisihan faham or pe2 sume mesti berpunca dari sy..hm..sy x taw pe kne ngan diri sy...msuk thun nie dh 5 tahun hubungan kamii tp....sy slalu mendtgkan mslah kat dye...cdey n mcm2 ag...hmm..baru2 nie sy terase betapa jauhnya sy n dia...cinta yg hadirselama 5 tahun nie sy rse mkin hari mkin jauh...n i cant feel it...adakah cnta sy yg berkurg or dia??..hmm....im trying to be the best tp...mkin sy cube mkin bnyk pergaduhan...tnpa sy sedari sy bnyk lukakn aty dia berbanding symembahagiakan dye...mmg rmy org kata n puji hubungan sy n dia bertahan dgn begitu lmen sy pon taw 2 tp semakin hari mkin bnyk yg berlaku...especially about him...sy yg berubah atau dia??..sy x pasti ngan 2..adakah sy terlalu berubah..hmm..kematangan??.sy taw sy x mtag ag n mmg x dinafikan kdg2 sy agak mengade2 like what he said..but...thats my attitude...im trying not to be soo "gedik" or "mngade2"..tp..hmm..lain yg jdx..sometime sy rase yg sy x layak utk dye...ye..sy taw dye terlalu baik utk sy n dye bleydpt yg ag baik.mgkin kalau dye x bersme sy dye akan lebih bahagia...sy cme bg kesedihan jew kat dye...wlupon dh 5 tahun sy taw kesetiaan n cnta dye x pnh pudar..tp ntah npe mkin kerap gaduh membuatkan sy jauh aty ngan sikap dye..bkn xnk berterus trg tp..sy cbe jge aty dye..sy dh tetapkan dlm aty...
"Biarlah sy cdey n akit aty kerana dye asalkan dye hepy slalu"..
2 pe yg sy nk n im trying it...sy nk dye hepy jew...2 pon mendtgkan kesalahan ker??..hmm..lau dye ske he can tell me...n i accept it...sy cme xnk dye mkin terseksa jew ngansy...ye mmg sy rse syg sngt lau hubungan kteowg yg dh lme terbina nie tbe2 putus mcm 2 jew..sy nk akhiri nya dgn kebahagiaan..sy rse dye la cnta sejati sy....tp...lau ditakdirkan setakat nie jew pon sy redha n im hepy wif him...tp lau dye mmg jdoh sy, sy akan berjuang demi dye..dye jew yg mampu wat sy cdey n jdx x keruan...ok..sy akui kdg2 sy lalai n x jge aty dye...sy pon x mampu nk tpu bnde 2..tp..2 sume kslhan bias owg lakukankn..sy mintak maaf coz x pt jdx yg terbaik...sy leka...sy taw slh sy...sy mintak maaf..tlg laa..sy xnk dingin lg...pe yg sy nk cme kebahagiaan..ble gaduh mcm niewat sy mkin jauh aty n mcm2 ag...pe slh sy..sy pon x taw....sy amat merindukan sume yg dlu...skrg dh x mcm dlu lg..sy cdey sngt n stiap ary i will be crying thinking about it...sy rndukan dye...sy xnk bende nie sume....sy..betul2 pnt mcm nie..please...

cyg...syg mintak maaf...i will try my best to get your love for me again..plez love me..

WhAT..

I'm smiling like an idiot when you call me 'sayang'...
thats what i like....hee..

AdOi..

ok let be serious...emm..nk ckp pasal my frenz said that to me thats it is true that...
"Bila gf kau diam, itu bukan tandanya dia "okay". Sebenarnya tak. Dia nak kau tanya dia. Dan baru dia tahu yg kau mmg ambil berat pasal dia....Bila gf kau menangis, jgn kau buat bodoh je. Cuba pujuk dia. Cuba gembirakan dia. Kalau kau tak pandai buat benda tu, mesti dia lagi sedih."
so as a conclusion i xpat jwb coz i pon x bpe pasti jwpnnyer wlupn i ppuan..heheh..

HaHa!

I hate texting first. I feel awkward, annoying and unwanted. Thats why I'm just waiting for you to text me first! -,-"
thats all nk ckp...LOL..

Oh My Best Frenz..

hye my followers..urmm..ary nie cdey sngt2....sy nk ckp pasal my best frenz since i was in form 4..emm..dye kwn baik sy kat teknik...nme azim akmal..hmm..u know what sy dpt taw smalam yg jari manis tgn knn dye ptus knemesin drilling kat tempat praktikal...omg!!,,,kesian dye...x pasl2..ntah mcm mne la dye keje smpy jdx cm 2 skali...sy terkejut gler mse dpt taw 2...hmm...i hope that he will be ok soon...really sory for him..dye shabat sy yg pling baik..slalu ada ketika sy memerlukan dye...dye jew la kwn laki yg sy rpt smpy skarg even sy rase my bf pon x taw...sory dear x gtaw..im afraid that u will get angry wif me..hmm..pe2 pon smoga tgn dye cpt smbuh n ok..i pray for him...doakan jugak ea,,amin..

CinTa SatU..

Hye my follower...quite a long time that i do not update my blog..hmm..littele bit busy right now...there were so many things to do..hahha..for the truth is im busy with my house..need to tidy up my house..heheh...so that why little bit bz...lgpon kat tmpt sy nie line x bpe ok so2 yg wat sy mkin jrg on9..emm..ok btw 2 jew sy nk update kali nie..xde pe yg menarik pon.hahahhaha..juz nk bgtaw kegiatan sy kat umah jew...
jadual,,
6.45 - 7.00 bgn solat subuh..7.30 - 8.30 haha...sarapan pg..9.00 - 12.00 kemas umah sekeliling luar n dlm n tlg mama msk..1.00 siap mandi n tgk kartun...heheh..then solat...3.00 smpy 5.00 tdo la pe lg..hahha

soo 2 la jdual sepanhg cuti..hehhe...so bz kn..pdt gler jadual...

MiSs You N gOt To MeeT yOu..

hye juz nk cter pasal sy rndu bf sy sngt2...wlupon baru jew jmpe tp rse mcm dh lme x jmpe jew..suppose that sy follow dye blik melaka ahad aitu tp x pat...sy yg xpat ikut...dye beria nk antar sy tp sy xpat...cdey btul dye...emm....then ble sy dh smpy uitm dye suh gerak sndiri g mp tp kat dpn uitm nie ssh nk dpt bus so xde la sy g...ag lar dye touching ag...then mlm 2 sy try rnye mem2 dowg nk kuar x...n dowg kata bley gak...sy pon ajak la g mp..hehe...alang2 ley jmpe my bf..n dowg pon x pnh tgk my lovely bf...then finally got to meet him...hehe..wlupon kejap tp amat bermakna utk sy..thankz to my frenz..n my hubby thankz too coz wait 4 me..n meet me...<3<3<3

-..i love you so much..-

PoEm

the words "I LOVE YOU" are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one..it is the feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart to heart without saying it aloud..

...i love you mohd syafaiz...

MeEt My HuBbY.

Hye to my readers...what i wanna tell today...ha!!..today i wanna tell u a story about my date wif my lovely bf..mohd syafaiz...dear my hubby i love you so much...thankz for the date...okiee...date kteowg pada 20 april 2012...ary ahd..mcm biasa lar kteowg msti akan date stiap ahad jew coz only sunday thatmy lovely bf were on leave from his work...but it make me touch of him becoz i know that he was tired becoz mon till saturday he had many work..thankz dear coz meet me...on that day i feel so hepy..sleep at 3 a.m n wake up at 8 a.m becoz feel to excited to meet him..hahahhsmpy x ley tdo sngt coz terlebih excited...yela asyik nk jmpe x jdx jew...hehhe...but finally got to meet him...i was so hepy..ok...i gerak dari uitm kul 9.30 coz bus lmbt...nk taw sjam tggu bas depan uitm nie..xde yg lalu..taw la waktu cuti..hahha..tp nsib baik ada wlupon lmbat..thanks god...:)...then take bus from uitm to alor gajah n then to seremban...i arrived term at 10.45 a.m...hah..pg dh smpy...bus awl plak kan...then waiting for my hubby to come...lambat la plak coz dye smpy kul 12...sjam lebih tggu kat term 2...bosan betul then kne kacau plak 2...ish...ggu mood owg jew...then ble si dia dh smpy lega sngt n hepy!!!!..hahha..lepas 2 g bli tiket nk blik melaka blik n kul 12.40 g tgk wyg..cter "the avenger"...quiteok la cter nie bez...cme ag bez battleship..hahah...tgk cter nie klakar jew...n there something that make me feel that this will be my lovely memory that i had ever had..thankz to my love mohd syafaiz...hahah..let it be a secret between us ok...then lpas wyg g bli buku...haha..tbe2 nk jdx ulat bku plak kan..poyo jew...padahal  bku komik jew...haehehhe..thats my hobi so xpat hlg dh...then lpas 2 g mkn...haha..kali nie mkn mcd plak..coz slalu mkn kfc jew....tp sy mkn aym jew ar coz x lapr pon...ehhehhe...lpas mkn bork2 n jln2 jap...tp...mse disepanjang perjumpaan kami 2 sy dh wat dye cdey2 plak...adoi..sory my hubby dh watkamoo cdey n rse aty...didnt mean to hurt u..im so sory...n our date end on 6.40 when i going back to melaka n he going back to shah alam..thankz for all dear n i will not forget what we had in this meet...im so hepy...:)
i love u forever..

UpDaTe AgAiN..

hye...how was your condition today??..ok or not...haha..juz wanna know..emm..ok post kali nie juz nk gtaw jew yg setelah sekian lme x update blog now,i will update all my story that happen in my life...haha...msti rmy yg tertnya2 kn pe la yg berlaku...or kamu x nk taw..hahah...okiee...for my next post i will tell u okie...juz wait in patient ok...c u...